wasn't at the meeting. I felt so awkward, BUT that soon passed. See, I have a trick up my sleeve: Michael Jackson. I brought my headphones in case I needed music to comfort me, and I did.... and it did. And I couldn't wait to see her! I was ME, I was rockin dancin to music, my anxiety turned to me thinking out loud, carefree, talking with disregard and embracing openness. I wish she saw me, I'm beautiful when I'm myself.